My First Pill Series - Part 2 - A walk to Remember

(1) Part 2 - This is the continuation in my First Pill series. The scheduled time to take my first pill was at 9 pm on April 17, 2017. However, due to fear, I made the decision not to take it. The following day, my mind, body, and soul were engaged in an internal struggle, contemplating the potential outcomes of both taking and not taking the medication. Time was ticking, and I knew I needed to take responsibility for my actions. I required the courage to face whatever lay ahead.

 

As usual, I went to the office to work, answer emails, and attend client meetings. However, my mind was elsewhere. It felt as though I was operating on autopilot, aware that there were more pressing matters at hand. When my work shift ended, instead of heading straight home, I decided to walk. My house was just 5 kilometers away, and walking allowed me to clear my clouded mind. With each step, I engaged in an internal dialogue, asking myself myriad questions.

(2) - As I approached the halfway mark, the sun began to set, displaying the most breathtaking colors in the sky. The calm orange, yellow, and red hues washed over me, and I felt the presence of something greater than myself. Overwhelmed with emotions, tears streamed down my face, and I finally surrendered everything to God, admitting my fate.

 

Arriving home with a clear mind, body, and soul, I made the decision to take my first pill that night. After dinner, as the clock struck 9 pm, I swallowed the yellow pill and soon became groggy, drifting off to sleep. At 3 am, I abruptly awoke from a dream. Darkness enveloped the surroundings, making it difficult to see clearly. The power had been cut off, and I could hear someone screaming outside the house. Panic ensued as my mind spiraled out of control, my heart pounding in my chest. At that moment, I realized that I was no longer the same person.

 

Little did I know, that night would mark the beginning of a profound transformation.

-Sam @ Imus

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