Peping's Personal Blog

To All the Boys I've Loved Before: Frances, the Medtech from UK - Jealousy started following me.    The sting of heartbreak still lingered, a dull ache in my chest. Marvin, my first love, had shattered my heart like a cheap glass ornament. But amidst the wreckage, a glimmer of hope emerged. It came in the form of a Yahoo messenger chat with a guy named Frances, a Half-Pinoy from London, UK. His username was Rhofritz@yahoo.com, and he was 23, a medtech working in a hospital.   He had a certain charm, a resemblance to my favorite actor, John Cusack, but with an Asian twist. Our conversations flowed easily, filled with playful banter and shared jokes. I was drawn to his wit and his confidence, especially when he described his "huge tool" and how impressed his dad was when he saw him playing with himself. I was still a minor, 15 or 16 at the time, so I guess he didn't have the courage to show it to me, or maybe he was just teasing.   I had a knack for making ...

To all he boys I loved before... Marvin and Martin (The Twins) - My First LDR Heartbreak 💔   It was a time when the world seemed to shrink, and distances were bridged by the click of a button. I was a 16-year-old high school student, navigating the complexities of adolescence when Marvin entered my life through the digital realm of Yahoo Messenger. Marvin, a fellow 16-year-old Filipino residing in California, USA, appeared on my screen like a breath of fresh air. With his cute, chubby stature and tall frame, he bore a striking resemblance to the teen version of Chow Yun-Fat. What intrigued me even more was the fact that Marvin had an identical twin brother named Martin, adding a layer of mystery to his persona.   As our conversations unfolded, I found myself drawn to Marvin's sincerity and sweetness. It was a different kind of connection, one that transcended the boundaries of physical proximity. Marvin confessed his love for me, and in that moment, my heart flutt...